This Micro Fiction Reveals the True Face of Marital Intimacy

Author: Yang Sen

Perhaps I feel I’m getting older and less energetic, and I’ve started to lose interest and boredom in our sex life. My husband craves intimacy every night, but I don’t feel that passion. It’s been almost two months since I’ve given him what he wants.

Last night he finally couldn’t hold back anymore. While I was fast asleep, he came over and forcibly kissed me… and he was rough… without any regard for my feelings…

As he prepared to explore me further, I was awakened by his rough actions. I angrily pushed him away with all my might, cursing my husband for being a perverted beast who couldn’t be tender.

When he saw me scolding him, he got very angry. He immediately put on his clothes, slammed the door, and left, not returning all night. His behavior broke my heart, and I started thinking about divorcing him.

The next day, he came back with a livid face and we started arguing fiercely again, as if our marriage had reached a critical juncture.

Last night’s events left me feeling even more heartbroken and utterly helpless. Since we started our cold war two months ago, we’ve barely spoken or communicated in bed, and our sex life has completely ceased. I’m gradually getting used to this cold existence.

However, his actions last night shocked and angered me. My husband couldn’t control his physical needs, and he could have just told me openly. Our daughter has graduated from university and works in another city; it’s just the two of us at home. What’s there to be ashamed of intimacy between husband and wife? Besides, we’re already 25 years old. If you’re going to kiss me, just kiss me gently and properly. But now he’s doing something wicked, even perverted…

In that instant, I felt as if I were standing on the edge of morality, my dignity and bottom line had been violated by my husband. He was also very angry, cursing me for not being his wife, for being a woman with a sexual defect, for being a nun in a temple, then he got up, dressed, slammed the door, and left, not returning all night.

My mind was filled with confusion and contradiction. I doubted whether my decision was right, whether I should give my husband a chance to release his physical needs, or whether I should stand my ground. This night was long and lonely for me.

I woke up this morning feeling utterly dejected. I knew our marriage was facing enormous challenges, and I was no longer willing to endure the indifference and arguments. However, divorce was a difficult decision for me, involving our children, our future, and our happiness. Our marriage, once filled with hope and dreams, had now turned cold and distant.

We used to be a very loving couple. He was always so gentle and considerate, and after we finished, I would feel an endless longing and anticipation for our next time together…

I don’t know if we can rekindle the love we once had, or if we can repair our relationship. I need time to calm down and think things through, to find a solution, whatever the final decision may be. I also understand that marriage requires effort and communication from both sides.

Perhaps we need to sit down and honestly talk about our feelings and expectations, and find ways to resolve the issues. Perhaps this is just a difficult period in our marriage, one we can overcome with our joint efforts. In any case, I hope we can both find our own happiness.

Marriage is a long journey, full of ups and downs and challenges, but also sweetness and beauty. I don’t want to give up easily, but I also don’t want to continue enduring pain. I hope we can find a balance and rediscover the love and warmth in our marriage. It may be a long process, but I’m willing to work hard for our happiness.

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This Micro Fiction Reveals the True Face of Marital Intimacy