Story: I will no longer suppress these feelings.

He Qing woke up suddenly in the middle of the night, soaked in sweat.

Despite the pain from her wound, she struggled to get out of bed, reached for the nightlight, and with difficulty pressed the switch. She couldn’t help but let out a soft groan.

The noise woke up the baby next to me.

The baby cried out loudly, the sound tearing at her heart, and she felt like she was going to faint again.

Xu Zhicheng hasn’t returned yet. The baby is almost thirty days old. He comes home late every night, but doesn’t go into the room. He just sleeps on the sofa for two hours and then goes out again at dawn.

He no longer had any regard for his wife; he didn’t even hold his newborn daughter.

He Qing questioned him, but he only said that he was busy, that he had family at home, and that they didn’t need him.

She was powerless. She had long lost faith in the marriage, but for the sake of her child, she could only barely maintain the dignity of the marriage. Faced with Xu Zhicheng’s various misdeeds, she could only swallow her bitterness.

At three o’clock in the morning, He Qing finally saw Xu Zhicheng.

She only asked him one question: “Zhicheng, do you really think that woman outside is more important than me and the child?”

Xu Zhicheng was stunned, but he quickly regained his composure. “What are you talking about? Go to sleep now. I’ll go out to sleep and won’t disturb you and the child.”

He Qing sneered, “You can leave now.”

In fact, He Qing knew about Xu Zhicheng’s despicable deeds when the child was still seven months in her womb.

The method she used was extremely old-fashioned: she stuck a tracker under the car, and a week later, she successfully obtained Xu Zhicheng’s so-called business trip route.

The destination was also very clear: a large building with many small apartments inside .

He Qing, heavily pregnant, stood at the entrance of the building’s parking garage for several days in the sweltering heat, and finally saw what the woman looked like.

She sat in the passenger seat of Xu Zhicheng’s car, peeling an orange with one hand and feeding it to Xu Zhicheng with the other.

Having long since stopped experiencing morning sickness, she suddenly felt extremely nauseous.

A man’s sudden change of behavior could not possibly be due to being too busy with work. It was precisely because He Qing was certain of this that he went to investigate the truth.

However, when the truth was laid bare before her, she lacked the courage to confront it directly.

She eventually had to consider the baby in her womb.

Even if she wins the argument and Xu Zhicheng returns to the family, she will still feel disgusted.

If she loses, Xu Zhicheng will abandon her and the child, leaving the child without a father from birth, which is pitiful.

He Qing had never suffered like this before.

He Qing asked the question this time because she felt that she might have become depressed.
Because when she looked at the fruit knife, for a fleeting moment, she actually wanted to pick it up and slash her wrist.
If it hadn’t been daytime, and if her daughter hadn’t been there, she probably would have collapsed long ago.
The next day, just as Xu Zhicheng was about to leave, He Qing came out of the room and stopped him.
“If you want to leave, fine, but you have to make a decision for me today: do you want me and the child, or that other woman outside?”
Xu Zhicheng rolled his eyes at her and cursed, “You’re crazy.” He tried to push her away and walk out, but He Qing stood guard at the door.
“I told you, you have to give me an explanation in front of everyone today: who do you want?!”
Xu Zhicheng instantly flew into a rage. He yelled at He Qing, pointing at her, “If you can’t live this life, then get out!”
Upon hearing this, He Qing’s lips curled into a sinister smile: “Very well, transfer me 50,000, and from now on, we’ll have nothing to do with each other.”
Xu Zhicheng took out his phone to transfer money, but Grandma He Qing rushed out, “Are you crazy? Why are you transferring money to her! What right do you have to transfer money to her? She gave birth to a boy who doesn’t even have a son, and she still wants money. If you don’t want to live together, just get out.”
He Qing, however, was very rational. She looked at her mother-in-law and said softly, “It’s fine if you don’t give it to me. From now on, my daughter has nothing to do with your family.”
With just that one sentence, He Qing was driven away. When she left, all she had was a pile of clothes and a daughter.

I haven’t decided where to go yet.
Going back to her parents’ home is not an option; she can’t bear the shame, and her parents’ home isn’t a good place anyway. Going back would only lead to her being gossiped about.
Going to a friend’s house is unrealistic. She’s not thirteen or fourteen anymore; she’s a married woman with a baby. They can’t possibly take in a woman with a baby like her.
Just when all hope seemed lost, Xu Zhigang appeared. Xu Zhigang was Xu Zhicheng’s younger brother, and thus He Qing’s brother-in-law.
He took a bunch of keys and placed them in front of He Qing, but He Qing didn’t take them.
“I’ve rented a place for you, now I’ll take you there.”
“I don’t want to have anything to do with anyone from the Xu family anymore. You can leave. I’ll handle things myself.”
Xu Zhigang was a little angry: “You have a baby who is only a month old. Where are you going to find a house? Can’t you think about your health?”
He Qing sneered: “Why are you helping me? Why are you being so nice to me?”
Xu Zhigang suddenly lowered his head: “We’ve lived in the same house for a year. This child will have to call me uncle from now on. I can’t bear to see you like this.”
“You’re wrong. None of your family members have any relation to me or this doll.”
“Don’t worry, I’m not here to persuade you. I know best what kind of life you’ve led since marrying into the Xu family. I know Xu Zhicheng better than you do. Leaving that family was the right thing to do, but your future will likely be very difficult. So, don’t rush to refuse; think of the child first. “
He Qing did not refuse again.
Xu Zhigang went all the way to help, providing everything needed for the house. He Qing wanted to repay him, but he refused.
After a busy day, He Qing cooked two dishes with the vegetables Xu Zhigang had bought, and asked him to eat them together before leaving.
While they were eating, her daughter woke up and started crying. He Qing bent down to pick up her daughter, and suddenly felt dizzy. With her last bit of consciousness, she placed her daughter on the bed and then fell off the bed.
When she woke up again, she was already lying in bed.
In her daze, she heard Xu Zhigang singing softly.
He sang: “There’s only one mother in the world who is good, a child with a mother is like a treasure…”
Xu Zhigang walked over gently and slowly placed the child beside her.
“Am I dizzy again?”
Xu Zhigang said, “Yes, your body is too weak. You need to replenish it. Anemia, low blood pressure, plus staying up late—are you sure you can handle it? Do you need me to help you find someone…”
He Qing shook her head: “No need, thank you. I’ll just be more careful. It’s an old problem anyway, you’re used to it, aren’t you?”
Xu Zhigang didn’t insist much. They lived under the same roof for a year, and he understood He Qing’s personality.

He Qing studied graphic design and previously worked as a photo retoucher in a photo studio. She stopped working after becoming pregnant.
At this point, she had no choice but to go back to work, but since she had to take care of her child, she could only work from home. Thanks to her previous connections, as soon as she said she was starting to take orders, many photographer friends contacted her.
Everyone knows that He Qing is reliable, just like her skills.
He Qing started posting frequently on her WeChat Moments, sharing photos she had taken of her baby, along with photos she had edited herself. She did this in order to get more orders.
She didn’t hide it from anyone and openly announced her divorce.
Her family scolded her terribly, saying she was stupid, but she didn’t care.
Her best friends felt sorry for her, but were also happy for her relief.
Most people were just watching the show; she didn’t care much. If she had spoken up earlier, there wouldn’t have been so much trouble later. Everyone was busy, and once this conversation was over, they wouldn’t keep bringing it up anymore.
Only Xu Zhigang, without fail, liked every single one of her posts on WeChat Moments every single day.
He would occasionally buy chickens, fish, and expensive fruits, leave them at the door without knocking, just send a message, and then leave.
He Qing thanked him, and Xu Zhigang simply replied, “We can’t let the child suffer.”
He Qing thought to herself, Xu Zhigang probably really likes children.
During her postpartum period, she was often busy and flustered in the middle of the night. Her mother-in-law only knew how to scold her, scolding the baby and then scolding her. Then she kicked open Xu Zhigang’s room door, threw the baby to him, and went to sleep.
He Qing remembers that he never complained back then.

My daughter was relatively easy to care for during her first month, but for some reason, towards the end of the second month, she suddenly started crying a lot at night.
At first, He Qing had 100% patience.
Looking at the soft, cuddly little thing in her arms, she just wanted to give her all her tenderness.
But that night, He Qing had a fever, and her head was already throbbing. After her daughter cried for twenty minutes, she finally couldn’t hold back and burst into tears: “Please stop crying, what am I going to do? What am I going to do with my mother…”
Suddenly someone knocked on the door, and He Qing was scared half to death.
But then she heard Xu Zhigang’s voice: “It’s me, Xu Zhigang, open the door.”
I was so scared that I broke out in a cold sweat.
He Qing opened the door, looking surprised. “What are you doing here?”
“I was working overtime tonight and just happened to be passing by. I saw your light was on, so I knew the baby was crying. I remembered your post on WeChat Moments today about having a fever, so I was a little worried and thought I’d come up to check on you. I didn’t expect to hear you…”
He Qing couldn’t hear what he was saying anymore, her body went limp, and she collapsed.
She woke up to find it was already daylight. For months, she hadn’t slept as soundly as she had last night.
Xu Zhigang was not in the room, nor were the children, but there were messages on his phone.
“You sleep a little longer, I’ll take the kids to buy breakfast.”
He Qing touched her forehead; it seemed her fever had subsided.
The drowsiness of the night is completely resolved during the day.
She absolutely cannot get so close to Xu Zhigang. She just got divorced, and if people see this, the gossip will drown her.
Actually, it doesn’t matter what she does. She’s already like this, how could she get any worse?
She had to think about Xu Zhigang’s feelings.
He will get married and have his own family in the future, so he can’t have any bad reputation.

Xu Zhigang returned carrying the child. He looked at the child, smiled gently, and spoke even more gently.
He gently placed breakfast on the table, put the child down, and reached out to touch her little face: “Be good, listen to your mother, don’t cry or fuss, Uncle will come to see you next time.”
Xu Zhigang stood up, and He Qing suddenly noticed some spider webs on his head.
They probably bumped into each other while walking in the stairwell. He Qing subconsciously reached out to help him pull it off, but unexpectedly, Xu Zhigang looked up just then, and He Qing’s hand touched Xu Zhigang’s face directly.
In that instant, He Qing abruptly withdrew his hand.
She saw Xu Zhigang’s face turn bright red instantly.
“Um… you have a spider web on your head. Look down and I’ll remove it for you.”
Xu Zhigang obediently lowered his head, and He Qing gently helped him pull off the spider web bit by bit.
It was as if someone had suddenly pressed the slow-motion button in the room. Xu Zhigang remained motionless, his smile impossible to conceal.
As He Qing pulled at him, she said softly, “Zhigang, don’t come here again. I’m a newly divorced woman, and you’re my brother-in-law. I don’t want to hear other people’s gossip. I know you love this child, and you’ve already done enough.”
Upon hearing this, Xu Zhigang’s body suddenly stiffened.
After a while, he turned around, his back to He Qing.
He said quietly, “I don’t care.”
“But I care.”
Xu Zhigang suddenly turned around and stared intently at He Qing. He Qing noticed that Xu Zhigang’s eyes were already bloodshot.He walked straight up to He Qing and pulled her into his arms.
He Qing tried to break free, but Xu Zhigang was too strong.
She could sense that Xu Zhigang’s emotions were something he had been suppressing for a very long time before finally erupting.
“I am your sister-in-law, Xu Zhigang!”
“You’re not! You’re divorced! You’re no longer anyone’s wife!”
“Although I am not, you are Xu Zhicheng’s brother. No one can change that. Can you please be more sensible and let me go?”
He Qing’s tone was extremely cold, and Xu Zhigang suddenly let go of her hand and fled in a panic.
He sent He Qing several messages.
They were all apologies.
“I’m sorry, I shouldn’t have acted impulsively. From now on, I won’t easily appear in front of you again.”

He Qing deleted Xu Zhigang’s contact information.
She also gave up her apartment and moved with her child to a city where no one knew her.
Only in this way can she completely break free from the past and start a new life for herself and her child.
However, to her surprise, Xu Zhigang reappeared.
While she was being harassed by her landlord, Xu Zhigang suddenly rushed out and punched the landlord hard.
You dare touch her?!
The landlord had no idea that she had powerful connections. He had assumed she was just a poor woman with a child and that it would be easy to force her to do something.
That punch scared him away.
Xu Zhigang looked at her with red eyes: “Why do you have to suffer like this?”
He Qing countered, “How do you know where I am?”
It turns out that Xu Zhigang had never let He Qing out of his sight; he simply kept his word and never appeared in front of her.
He said he couldn’t leave her to wander alone in this world.
Upon hearing this, He Qing completely collapsed.
“Why you? Why are you Xu Zhicheng’s brother? I’m not good enough for you.”

Xu Zhigang told his story.
He wasn’t the Xu family’s son; he was just an abandoned baby in the hospital.
The Xu family has never treated him as their own son over the years. From a young age, all the toys belonged to Xu Zhicheng. Even though they were the same height, Xu Zhicheng always wore new clothes, while Xu Zhigang’s clothes were always two inches too short.
When he grew up, Xu’s parents pointed at him and told him how much of his salary he had to hand over every month, because they had raised him.
When Xu Zhicheng was disappointing, they couldn’t bear to hit their own son, so they took their anger out on Xu Zhigang.
He had thought about moving out, but they wouldn’t allow it because if he left, there would be no one to cook and no one to take care of them.
No one in this family has ever respected him.
Until He Qing married into the family, in He Qing’s eyes, he was a member of the family. When she cooked something delicious, she would invite him to join in. She would also help with the cooking and say to him, “You’ve worked hard, go and rest.”
She might even care about his future, whether it’s his job or his marriage.
No one had cared about any of this before.
Xu Zhigang said, “I know you are my sister-in-law, and I shouldn’t have these feelings for you, but I can’t help it, and these feelings just keep coming out.”
But I would restrain myself, and tell myself I shouldn’t do this. Now it’s alright, I don’t need to hold back anymore. You are a person, and so am I.
I admire your courage and decisiveness, and I also admire how you found what you could do in such a short time, adjusted your mindset, and lived a good life. In this respect, I am not as good as you.
But could you try to give me a chance? I’ll try my best to make your life better. I’m not the richest, but I’m definitely the most conscientious. I’ll work hard, I’ll treat you well, and I’ll take good care of the baby…”
He Qing was already in tears after hearing his story.
I can’t say whether these tears are for him or for myself.
Even if she were a fool, she could tell whether the man in front of her was sincere or not.
Xu Zhigang also choked up. It was the first time she had seen him like this. She felt a mix of pity, sadness, joy, and fear.
He Qing reached out to wipe away his tears and said softly, “Okay, I believe you. Let’s be good to each other. If you treat me well, I will treat you well too.”
They moved to a new house, and from then on, three people lived together, sharing meals and experiencing all four seasons…

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Story: I will no longer suppress these feelings.